Hacked!

ARGHHHH!!!!!

First and foremost, I need to apologize for being disconnected from the web, or to be precise, blogspot. Erm, it is not really my fault for not updating my d-frostjokerz.blogspot.com, as many of you, ya, M-A-N-Y of you who tried to enter the site but every attempt you did were blocked by Google Chrome ( if you are using Chrome), me, the host too cannot enter by any means. Hence, I officially declare my blog has been hacked (sort of) !

I have many stories to tell, too many. However, I have lost the last tool for me to release my soul ( Er, the CHINESE part of soul) now. 

Luckily, I still have this space to write something. =D Thanks Neri for creating it some time ago. It's okay, as a Malaysian kid from young, I am supposed to master 3 languages. I can use Ink-Girl-Leech as well in conjunction with my IELTS training. XD

Well, Neri and Ah Jing have just finished their final exam, I am on my way too!! To finish off my semester 1!

Cool?(#thumbs up gesture)

Neri, I really hope to see you soon! I know I will need to answer lots of your hows and whys. 

I haven't read your latest post here yet, will read it soon. :) It seems like you are going through some hard time too by glancing at your title. Be strong Neri!

Argh!Exams!16 days later!

I AM ON MY WAY

GAINING BACK MY OVERCONFIDENCE

Good Bye Again

Neri! You are leaving tomorrow!

Sorry again for only able to spend time with you for a few days. 

When you come back at the end of this year, unlike last year, I will be under a large work load and stress! So I guess due to the different geographic location we can't have fun together too frequent also. I think I will have 3 weeks break when you come back to here again. And it's your turn to play crazily like we all did after we had done our SPM. However, in February you will be in university already.

I know this time you go back to Australia you will be very stressful too. But don't worry, just try your best k. My Cambridge A-Levels is hard, but yours is not easy too. Let us strive together for the remained half year of 2012!!

I CAN DO IT! YOU CAN DO IT!

Hasta La Vista

Awaiting Neri!

Wow, in 3 days time you will reach Penang again!

Welcome back Neri I say this to you first. You seem like still busy with all your school work. I guess you will only be free on Friday night right. 

Oh, I remember you said you hope June will reach faster when you left in February. See, time flies so fast itself and we need not it to be any more faster. Haha. 

Indeed many things happened since you left. Many stories I will tell once you come back. While your brain is filled with more knowledge, mine has no input at all and the worst part is it couldn't hold the old knowledge either. I would not say I wasted all the time, that is not right, even though I feel like nothing important or meaningful etches in my mind. Luckily I am a blogger, faithfully recording every event happened for reference in the future. 

Too bad this time I couldn't spend much time with you. Theoretically we have 5 days, but I think it is less than that. I will try to plan it wisely k? Haha. What I worry is the time we have cannot stand the length of my stories, and it is apparently not enough to cover yours. On top of that what kills our precious time is I need to pack my stuff. Maybe I should start doing it now? However, I can't get away with the excitement of last-minute tasks! Nevermind, I will try to make a difference this time.

One important thing! You must teach me time-management ya! I am serious! You have overseas hostel life experience of 3 years! You can start to prepare your slides now, and you can collaborate with Ah Jing to help me to deal with this topic. She has 3 weeks of experience. Haha. I really need a more disciplined life there in Taylor's! I can't afford to waste any time. You see I need to do the laundry by myself too. Mind you I do not know how much detergent should I put. Teach me to resist playing and idling. I need some advices on my new life, a life without her. And I don't know how is sharing room looks like. I hope it wouldn't be too bad. One more! How to get rid of public bathrooms! Can I build my private one ah. Haha.

Okay, many of my male friends have faith that I am capable of dealing with all that. I have confident too. Just allow me to whine like a little fair lady kay, please. Thank you.

Although I resist changes, I do not fear of them. I am rather looking forward to it, and let's see how I tackle all the challenges ahead.

Chin up, bold face, broad smile. Here I come. 

UPDATING!

XD

Okok~Neri!Chill, stay calm!Haha.

The latest is today I went to Dewan Sri Penang to attend a ceremony for SPM 2011 candidates. Too bad to inform you that I am not in the top 50 list!

Wan Ting is so pretty today!Wearing blouse and skirt, she looks more mature and not aunty-like anymore.Haha. You know she is always yelling and acting like a big sister. She is beautiful today!*Back ground music : One Direction's "What Makes You Beautiful" please!*

On top of that, she was really brave! She asked me whether she could request autograph from Mr Lim Guan Eng for her brother or not. I told her she might be dragged down from the stage. Haha. However, she did it. Showing her face to me before getting up. You know that she succeeded! Her name is all over in newspapers!!Woo Hoo!!

Oh ya, Wei Qi is orgainzing a teacher's day dinner at Ecotel Cafe. I am working with her as a team. It will be a nice experience, working with classmates from different clubs and societies! My impression towards her changed, again. I do appreciate the chance to cooperate with her. She is so serious in doing things, 10 folds serious than me. By saying this I am not downgrading myself, but acknowledging her hardwork. I thought we KRS are already doing quite well in organizing events, but she proves she is much more better. I never see anyone among KRS is capable to build up an event by one's own strength. From contacts to programmes to venue, she plans them all. She has the determination, she has he zeal.

In fact, seeing her so, I am motivated to continue to finish up our movie which she assigns to me. We had used 2 days to take all the shots. Now all QQ and I need to do is to edit them into a nice movie. The work is tough, because of her I won't hand up a lousy work.

Once again, she let me realize I am not that good yet. She keeps me humble and reminds me to continue to learn and strive. You know me Neri, I won't really admire someone among us and admit that someone is much more better than me. Haha. I want to take the leading role. You know that too Ah Jing. But, 2 ladies whom I admire are Sabun ( Cheah Suat Boon ) and Dead Rope ( Wei Qi) . Neri, I know you are doing very well too there! But I don't have the chance to witness your awesomeness, so unlucky.

Well, all the best too Neri!

Far Away

Far away, far far away.

I need to get back to home right now. I need to recharge my energy from the warmth of the family. I have been away from home for some days.

Is this the so-called homesick?I think no.

I think I never regret getting to here, facing all the things alone. I suppose this is one of the courses provided by the University of Life? The only problem is I am staying under my friend's roof. I just feel so awkward to enjoy people's hospitality. It was too rush for me to buy anything from Penang to them.

I miss my bed. I miss the freedom I have in my house. I miss the liberty to move around freely.

I am not saying that they don't treat me well. You know me, I rather be the person who gives than the person who receives. My friends and I are still very close, but my memory did not grow with them. I hate the feeling that you can't have the faces in your mind when you hear some strange names.

I am in this city again. The city which I sprinkled my youth. The city which I left many mischievous footprints behind.

It's okay, I will brave myself up as usual. I will be as bold as the first time I stepped in this land. I will never be defeated.

I come here to win, failure will not be tolerated. Winning in the sense of bringing up my life experience to a higher level. Even though, I know I can't rely on myself too much in my life. I had painful lessons in the past two years to constantly remind me about this.

I must surrender all to God, in all my ways I acknowledge Him.

I have lots of stories to share when I see you next time. Stay tuned!XD

SPM=Dday!

I have to admit that I feel lucky for not having to go through those sleepless study days like all of you did. I thought that 'Geez,I wouldn't be able to survive that' and I secretly salute all of you for your determination to strive. But, I somehow wish that I was one of the students that sat for SPM, celebrating the joy of results with all of you right now. Life's like that huh I guess, full of dilemma.

SO, THE SO-CALLED D-DAY came.
The 21st of March, I guess that's gonna be a perfect topic to write about if you were given an essay titled "An unforgettable day in my life"now, wouldn't it? It's definitely going to be cliche. Well, I suppose this day has managed to affect so many students in so many ways. I hope mostly, it brought happiness :)

SPM results are released.

This piece of paper which seemingly look like it could have been a child's printed assignment with random grades on it has somehow managed to be the basis people judge you on. Hmm..it's just a piece of paper man.

The value of this result slip has been overestimated too much. For those who managed to score well, good on you but for those who didn't, it seems as though their future has gone down into the drain when in fact, it's not often the case. Reality is harsh, the people who live in it are even harsher. Society has manipulated all the 'innocent' peoples' views,  causing them to believe that grades are everything when in fact, some other qualities of a person do outweigh their intelligence when it comes to determining whether a person is 'the one' for a highly paid jobs or a recipient of a scholarship. I'm not saying that getting good results are not important, it is important, but people nowadays have become so judgmental until the extent that they do not even bother to appreciate the value of those who did not do well in the so-called government exams. And really, this is not right.

Okay maybe I shouldn't babble on, because it would not take me anywhere. What's the point talking about it when I have absolutely no intention of protesting against these narrow-minded and judgmental attitudes? People want actions, not words. So I think I should chill and back off.

A little something for everyone-
I guess it's fair to say that you get what you work for. No point regretting over things and thinking that, oh i could have done better, because I can say that you have tried your very best when you walked out of that exam hall. There's nothing you could do to change that A- into an A or an A into an A+. So, stop worrying and feeling depressed about something that is not going to change, work for something that you can change. FYI, your future is not in the garbage bin and it is not the end of the world for you if you didn't get straight As okay. There are always other ways in getting things done, it depends on how strong-willed and how determined are you in achieving your goals.
I really don't want to use this idiom but nothing better can replace this but here you go, something cliche to cheer up the sad people- "Nothing is impossible because the word impossible itself spells 'I'm Possible!' I hope I did put a smile on your face and have somehow have faith in yourself again *fingers crossed*!

By the way, Congratulations to MJ for the results you've got! And also congratulations to all of my friends:) I'm sure all of you did well :D

Exclusive Live Report!!

You won't believe it!Sunway Carnival Mall was flooded!haha.

Luckily I managed to grab Fish's camera to conduct a live report on the spot!And with it I discovered I can be a reporter.Haha.

This reminded me about a counsellor from a college suggested me to be a DJ during an education fair.



Thank you Fish for uploading this mattnificent video diligently! She put so much effort in it. XD

Decision making

There is a line in "Whatever you think, think the opposite" (yah, that book again) : Life is all about decision making. There is no right or wrong decision.

I have been pondering that statement for a long time.

The author, Paul Arden says there is nothing to regret for, because you had made the best decision at that situation, you chose the choice yourself. It seems like it is perfectly logical. But, normally we regret because we have made the wrong decision. Even though you have made the best decision you can at the time, you will still regret when everything go wrong.

Regret is an emotion.

The only way you can do, is to stop regretting and move on. Just laugh at yourself and have a little bit of humour.

Just received the enrolment package from Nan Yang Polytechnic. The deadline is 9th of March, too bad for me. The deadline is far too early.If I have a better choice I won't sign it, but this offer is ahead of the others.Since I cannot foresee my future, I do not know how is my SPM result. Can I get better offers? That's the problem.

No matter what decision I make, accept the offer or not, it is like taking risks or rolling a dice. The price of taking the risk is much bigger than confessing to someone. All I can do is, have faith in God.

just a little update.

i thought we promised no matter what, we'll keep this space updated with our current lives.
Sadly, no.

I shall start then, even though maybe none of you are gonna see this :(
So, today, we are officially inducted as year 12 students @St Andrews church, which is nearby our school. We get badges and are officially recognised :)

To show-off for a sec about what i've done so far...

Top left: year 12 badge :)
Top right: pockets- badminton,cricket,softball,music(vocal) and instrumental.
Bottom: all my badges.

NYAHAHHAHA. lol. i know it's probably nothing and i know i look like a self-obsessed bitch but what to do? i don't even get to talk to you guys, everyone is busy, and i don't have anyone to share my happiness or accomplishments with too. also, this is my final year, gotta, well i have to make the best out of it :) Btw, my assessments are already coming on me like there's no tomorrow. Ugh :(
anyways, how're you guys doing? I miss talking to you guys :( Hope all is well <3

Love, Neri

HAPPY 18 AH JING!

You exist for 18 years dy!!

ABOLIDEBOH!!

Wishing you forever 18 and forever young!

Wishing you forever happy and forever cheerful!

Wishing you forever pretty and forever gorgeous!

Strive boldy , no matter you encounter storms or rainbows, when you look back, we are always there.=)

I failed to let you have a suprise birthday, we failed. Anyway, our main goal is to let you feel happy on your birthday. If you did, we have made it a success.XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING <3

i love you :)