Far Away

Far away, far far away.

I need to get back to home right now. I need to recharge my energy from the warmth of the family. I have been away from home for some days.

Is this the so-called homesick?I think no.

I think I never regret getting to here, facing all the things alone. I suppose this is one of the courses provided by the University of Life? The only problem is I am staying under my friend's roof. I just feel so awkward to enjoy people's hospitality. It was too rush for me to buy anything from Penang to them.

I miss my bed. I miss the freedom I have in my house. I miss the liberty to move around freely.

I am not saying that they don't treat me well. You know me, I rather be the person who gives than the person who receives. My friends and I are still very close, but my memory did not grow with them. I hate the feeling that you can't have the faces in your mind when you hear some strange names.

I am in this city again. The city which I sprinkled my youth. The city which I left many mischievous footprints behind.

It's okay, I will brave myself up as usual. I will be as bold as the first time I stepped in this land. I will never be defeated.

I come here to win, failure will not be tolerated. Winning in the sense of bringing up my life experience to a higher level. Even though, I know I can't rely on myself too much in my life. I had painful lessons in the past two years to constantly remind me about this.

I must surrender all to God, in all my ways I acknowledge Him.

I have lots of stories to share when I see you next time. Stay tuned!XD